My Dream

So I posted this on DreamMoods.com, because well I had a dream that didn't sit well with me.

"I'm not quite sure how I got to this part of my dream, but I started out on a train headed towards some land that was made of metal and wood. When I get there I start looking for some small child, that is to be my younger brother that I do not have.
Time passes and I find myself in a film studio, where Sterling Knight (from Disney Channel Sonny With A Chance) just finished his scene. I walk up give him a hug and tell him I am his biggest fan, he then says lets go on a walk. We climb up these metal stairs and it suddenly wasn't Sterling Knight anymore it was my boyfriend (who has been gone for 6 months on a 2 year spiritual journey). He then has us climb up these 2 towers and he just lays there starring at the stars, I do not feel as comfortable this high up so I ask to hold his hand, he tells me no saying "you can do it."
Eventually we got down and went past fancy Old English style house full of people in old style dresses with the big wigs and amazingly complicated dresses (I believe 1800's or earlier), he points out how beautiful this blonde woman who is singing is and I sarcastically say "yeah she is the prettiest women in the world, why don't you ask her out?" he ignores me and walks me over to this love-seat. Where he sits me down and tells me I will do fantastic, apparently I was to be meeting his parents. Then I woke up.
I'm very confused because never in a million years would he be that cold to me, but I felt very ignored by him in my dream, and I can't seem to shake these horrible feelings. >.<"

 

I looked up what my dream could possibly mean, it told me the towers could mean spirituality. A journey towards higher spirituality, which would make sense since Jonathan is on a mission. Anyways I got a bunch of interesting information about what my dream could possibly mean, but then I got a fantastic reply from a person on this website.

 

"by dreamweaver123 on Thu Jun 07, 2012 7:11 pm

I'm reminded of Agatha Christie. Some of her books have really made me think.
I think he is planning a marriage proposal in the dream, but you are finding his manner to be cold and standoffish. Perhaps your vision of the romance isn't really what is really happening (in the dream, I mean, for I don't know what goes on in your real life). It is all quite quaint, this little town that you travel to, but the feeling I'm getting is you're not amused by the travels back in time, that you're seeing some of the things that went on and you are feeling like the whole thing is contrived, like it's all a movie set or a charade or a facade, and you'd like to be real and let it all hang out, and you're feeling hemmed in, as if someone was cinching your petticoat. I just get the feeling that you want out of this relationship, that you're finding his crush on this singer to be demeaning to you. It's as if he loves you, but has this infatuation with someone he can never have and I think it's human nature to seek out something that is unattainable. I just don't know if you want to invest more time in this if you cannot trust the man, but I have a feeling that this is just a subconscious fear, that he loves you more than life itself. Jealousy can come into our dreams, but I think you have nothing to worry about."

 

This person almost hit it head on, for I am overly jealous of every women on this planet... which is bad because it is against what I believe to be jealous of other people or their things. I think my own self-consciousness is holding me back from ever doing things.

 

Anyways this is the rest of the information I found for myself and it's all very correct.

 

"To dream that you are climbing a tower denotes your quest for spirituality and subconscious ideas that may be surfacing. 

To dream that you are jealous of another person signifies that such feelings may be carried over from your waking life. Alternatively, to dream of jealousy represents your vulnerability and your fear of intimacy. You need to work on self-love and on acknowledging your self-worth.

To dream that you insult someone indicates that you are feeling insecure about a waking relationship or situation. Alternatively, the dream suggests that you are trying to hide your true feelings. You are expressing your anger towards someone within the confines of your dream. You need to confront this person in real life.

To dream that you have been insulted suggests that you are suffering from low self esteem. 

To see a train in your dream represents conformity. You are just going along with what everyone else is doing. Alternatively, a train means that you are very methodical. You need to lay things out specifically and do things in an orderly and sequential manner. 

To dream that you are on a train symbolizes your life's journey. It suggests that you are on the right track in life and headed in the right direction.  Alternatively, the dream means that you have a tendency to worry needlessly over a situation that will work out in the end.

To dream that you are traveling represents the path toward your life goals. It also parallels your daily routine and how you are progressing along. Alternatively, traveling signifies a desire to escape from your daily burdens. You are looking for a change in scenery, where no one has any expectations of you. Perhaps it is time to make a fresh start. If your travels come to an end, then it symbolizes successful completion of your goals.

To see or sit on a loveseat in your dream indicates your need for love and intimacy. If someone else is sitting on the loveseat with you, then it suggests that you need to be more open about your feelings.

To see metal in your dream symbolize the inhumane side of society. Consider the exact type and shape of metal and what you are doing with it. In particular, if the metal is solid, then it represents your libido and sexual desire.

To dream that you are climbing up a ladder suggests that you have reached a new level of achievement. It is symbolic of prosperity, hard work and your efforts. Alternatively, it indicates meditation and prayer. You are setting forth on a spiritual path and higher awareness. Each rung of the ladder is symbolic of a stage in your spiritual awareness. The dream may also highlight how you are looking things from a different perspective. "