It's sucks when you look in the mirror everyday and don't like what you see. You put make-up on to try and cover up the hideous-ness, but it doesn't do much. You go hang with your "friends" and they lie to you, telling you that you look good when you know it's a lie. Then having someone pretend to care about you, knowing they are making you love them, then leaving you to rot behind because you cared to much. Them knowing your ugly and using you because they see no point in getting a real girlfriend since they are leaving, but feeling it's ok to use this useless object for their own selfish pleasures. Having everything they ditch you with reminds you of them; phones, music, friends, food, movies, and life itself.
Having God pretend to give you things, then taking them away so that you hurt more then you did before. Everyday wishing you were dead, but him giving the tiniest bit of hope just to keep you alive so you can suffer more...... LIFE SUCKS, you don't get to die until you can't handle any more and die.
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