So this post is pretty much going to be me venting about my family and their issues. You are welcome to comment any questions, concerns, or advice you have to anything I mention.
I can honestly say my family is retarded and not really a family as far as I'm concerned. I feel more related to my extended family (step brothers, half siblings, brother-in-law) then I do to my "blood related" family. Let me go down the list of parents and siblings (and half-siblings) and explain why I feel this way.
Dad: Moved away when I was 8, I saw him a lot for a while but since he got his new family he didn't really care to see me. The only reason they have been vising at all is because my step-sister and I get along really well and are decently close.
Mom (this one is going to be long I'm sure >.<): My mom has always picked favorites in my family and I can honestly say I was never one. I'm not saying that to be a jealous prick, but I could always tell she loved someone way more then me. In fact I know she loves every single person in my "family" more then me. She has picked her favorite that will last until she dies and that is my little sister. She constantly pampers her and buys her stuff and does things for her that she would never do for me. Today my nephew (who is 5) was jumping on my little sister and it pissed my "mom" off so much she didn't ask him to get off, no, she just picked him up slapped his butt and said don't do that. That brings me to her anger issues. She is bipolar I swear, one second she will be happy the next she is yelling and throwing things at people. She can't have a heated conversation with someone without getting violent. I've seen her throw bowls, kick hair gel containers, slap people, and more. I can honestly say I don't really see her as my mother, because she doesn't act like one in my opinion.
1st Brother: He is a half-sibling. I remember as a kid he would take me places with his dates, like to the zoo and such, so I feel I like him a decent amount. I've never really had a chance to know him though since he is around 15 years older then me. Though I think I would like him if I got to know him one on one, but I don't get that chance since he has a family now. His wife is great, a little high maintenance for me, but all in all a good person.
2nd Brother: He is a also a half sibling. I've always liked this brother and he is super fun. He is also around 15 years older then me so I don't know him quite as well as I would like, but he is really fun. His wife has a similar name to mine so I didn't really like her as a kid, but I'm fine with it now.
1st Sister: She is my oldest sister sibling, and probably my closest actual sibling. She pampered me as a kid (which between her and my dad I think it made me a spoiled brat as a kid) She has always been awesome and fun, but a little to head strong which can be both a good and a bad thing. If I don't agree with her then it can become very confrontational, but at least she knows what she believes in. She has a family of boys, which take up most of her time now, so were not as close as we use to be, which is fine. Her boys are super cute and her husband is super cool and fun.
3rd Brother: He is a blood related sibling. As a kid we would get mad at each other and such, but died down until this year when he decided to get really pissed at me. I use to like this brother, but because of recent circumstances he bugs me a lot and I don't hate him but I don't like being around him.
4th Brother: I can say without any doubt I hate this blood related brother. I don't think me and him have anything in common and I do not consider him as a brother. To me he is just some lazy fat creep who lives in this house. He is a big pervert and tries to get in my friends pants and if I could I would kill him (not that I'm going to, conscience and all). He has no respect for everyone and is full of himself. He is loud, rude, and stupid. I really don't think he has any good qualities at all. Oh, I almost forgot to mention, he has anger issues too. He specifically bought a controller to beat because of how pissed off he gets when he looses. Or the thousand of times he would make fun of me and I would make fun of him back he would instantly resort to violence and try to beat the crap out of me. OHHHHHH! and another think, he picks his nose, adjusts his crouch every 10 minutes and has the worst hygiene of all time, it's so bad that I refuse to eat anything he has touched.
2nd Sister: She is a blood related sister. I think she is a spoiled brat. She has detachment issues. Anytime my mom is gone or gets hurt she freaks out. She would rather choose giving my mother a massage then play and hang out with her favorite cousins. She falls asleep while praying every night and when my mom wakes her up she complains and cries and throws a tantrum. I seriously wonder how she will survive in the world with that anger and "innocense." When she is hanging out with me and my cousins I get along with her, otherwise i find her to complainy.
Step-sister and brother: I love my step sister, she is the bomb. I can't say anything bad about her. I don't really know my step brother very well but he seems very cool.
So all and all I disown anyone I'm blood related to besides my 1st sister.
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